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by Dreamshell

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1.
Dead City 05:24
Narrow the gate I swing in the pouring rain Dash through the street I feel like I'm born again Put me outside I'll be alright Everything I need to grow is in the sunlight If you get scared I'll be right there Trying to run away alone is a nightmare We can smoke pot and if we get caught We'll just turn around and run until our legs stop This is my fear right here I don't wanna die here Sing another song about the time you almost did what you were going to The years go by and the tears run dry and the world moves on before you The city is a bed and I'm tucked under the covers The city is a bed and I'm tucked under the covers Narrow the path I walk towards the rising sun Hearts sing and sober shouts greet the daring one It's a cold day but I'll be ok No one's ever been allowed to have it both ways It's a rough go if you don't know Trying to make it out alone is a no-no I'm so scared but who the hell cares Everybody else is only trying to get theirs This is my fear that I am probably gonna die here Sing another song about the time you almost did what you were going to The years go by and the tears run dry and the world moves on before you The city is a grave and I'm buried six feet under The city is a grave and I'm buried six feet under
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I can't see through the windshield, the fog is thick as hell We're both breathing too fast, slow it down or we might crash It's too damn hot in this car and it's cold outside All the snow and ice, this is suicide This old room that you grew up in Is a museum that no one comes in You know mom and dad ain't changing nothing I can't see through the windshield, it's busted all to hell My heart's beating too fast, the whole road's covered in glass We're both upside down and your eyes are closed Bleeding out your nose while the ice cold wind blows This old room that you grew up in Is a museum that no one comes in You know mom and dad ain't changing nothing At your house giving hugs It's all I've got but it's not enough The coffee mugs at your kitchen table are never empty when I'm here They will never be the same It's hard to smile through the pain Every time they say your name This old room that you grew up in Is a museum that no one comes in You know mom and dad ain't changing nothing
3.
Joy Division 04:56
Gimme time and I'll be fine It's clear to me you'll never be mine I'll try to stand the best I can But it's hard to cope when you're a broken man You know how to get that side of me That I never wanna be anymore Everything I did was 'cause of you And all the ways you shape what I do Gimme time and I'll be fine It's clear to me you'll never be mine I'll try to stand the best I can But it's hard to cope when you're a broken man Every single night i spent awake And I'm never gonna take anymore See you in a dream another day Or maybe you don't want to anyway Gimme time and I'll be fine It's clear to me you'll never be mine I'll try to stand the best I can But it's hard to cope when you're a broken man Gimme time and I'll be fine It's clear to me you'll never be mine I'll try to stand the best I can But it's hard to cope when you're a broken man
4.
Let's go walk on storm drain paths Where kids go to fall in love, it never lasts We'll never leave, buy our house on the same street Push around our kids in the same park where we used to meet The paint's chipped off, and it's covered in rust But I bet if we hung on those bars they'd still hold us up The sun's gone down and we're still here When was the last time I was this sincere Precious days, always spent in the same way Keep on living the say day, running out the clock instead of running away You and me used to kiss at the top of the slide after dark in the jungle gym What do you think of when you lay down to cuddle him? Do you think about those days and weep? 'Cause I do too, the kids are fast asleep They ask me where you are and it takes everything to keep Myself from breaking down, I lie right to their face Mama had to go and now she's in a better place
5.
Wanderer 03:13
I am sick and tired of the shape I'm in, I used to be so thin I'm never going out again, at least until I get paid this month If I can get it all up front I've got some kind of attitude, you know I don't do shit I don't have to do I sleep all day 'till the afternoon, every day is the weekend I am not a saint But I know enough not to have to pretend I am one Never been a better to let a feeling slip away Never been a better to let a feeling slip away I am sick and tired of the government, and that's all I have to say about that And one more thing, if it were up to me then University would be free I've got some kind of point to prove, put me in that ring I'ma stick and move If I lose I'm still gonna sing the blues and that's all I'm dropping the gloves for I am not a champ But I know enough not to have to cover my bruises Never been a better to let a feeling slip away Never been a better to let a feeling slip away
6.
Get Happy 05:27
It's so hard to be alive, seeing people every night Conversations all the time, all our lives waiting in line Yesterday I woke up old, in mind and in my soul In my back and in my knees, no more after hours please Is this love of ours a lie? When did we give up and die like everyone before us did? We've been down since we were kids Never happy thanks to Morrissey and Ian Curtis "New Dawn Fades" still makes me nervous Let's get happy, let's get happy now Let's get happy, I'm not happy now I never felt a thing in the first place I never felt a thing in the first place I never felt a thing in the first place Let's get happy, I'm not happy now Every morning is a chore, temples pounding to my core Stomach rotten and abused, feeling cloudy and confused Why the hell does my body crave the things that leave it Beat and broken, forehead soaking I'm hacking darts until I'm choking, please Is this the time of our lives? We were never scared to die even when we almost did We've been down since were kids Always brooding thanks to Johnny Marr and Bernard Sumner "Shadowplay" still pulls me under Let's get happy, let's get happy now Let's get happy, I'm not happy now I never felt a thing in the first place I never felt a thing in the first place I never felt a thing in the first place Let's get happy, I'm not happy now
7.
You Can Cry 03:15
Honey's in the bathroom taking off her make up Running down her cheeks now Everything is bullshit, I wish I was born rich In a different time I wish I was beautiful, you don't think I'm beautiful You just like the fact that I'm with you Everything is terrible, totally unbearable The only thing I have is you You'll have your day, promise 'Till then I'll stay, promise You can cry, I wish I could too But one of us has to stay strong for you Let me hold your hand love, I can understand love Yeah I feel the same way Everything is fucked up, I wish I was somewhat Where I thought that I would be I wish I was Iggy Pop, smoking like a chimney top Dirty as a city cop Instead of being average, I hate being average The the only that I don't hate is you You'll have your day, promise 'Till then I'll stay, promise You can cry, I wish I could too But one of us has to stay strong for you
8.
Burnout 04:10
You turned back And I froze up Nervous I smoke up If I want to stay, I'll burn out all your love If I want to stay, I'll burn out all your love If I want to stay It's still bad And I spoke up And I turned back And I'm still up If I want to stay, I'll burn out all your love If I want to stay, I'll burn out all your love If I want to stay
9.
Jesusshell 04:45
Strap all your weight on my shoulders I'll never keel You'll do the same when you're older We'll never heel And we'll never heal When I'm all alone I feel alive If I never leave home I'll never die Everybody wants that feel and fame If I never wrote a song I'd feel the same Wasted moments spent in silence Never returned You can't hold it it's unfolding Nothing is real Unless it's real When I go outside I feel alone If I ever looked alive I'd turn to stone Everybody says they want the truth Just as long as I don't need to make no excuse

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released March 29, 2019

All songs written and recorded by Johnny McArthur & Eric Moore

Cover photograph by Peter Zachar

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Dreamshell Ottawa, Ontario

Dreamshell is the product of a long-time collaboration between friends Johnny McArthur and Eric Moore. Over the years, the duo’s music has evolved into what is now their searing, lo-fi sound. Their music exists at the intersection of shoegaze and psych rock, with experimentalism always at the forefront. ... more

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